I throw it away
Like it didn’t mean anything
Those things which we built
laughter, tears, jokes

You started to change
You stop confiding in me
You stop looking up to me
I have no reason to stay

My emotions took over me
My anger breaks me
Jealousy took over me
My overthinking, it destroyed me

My ego keeps me alive
Instead of getting hurt
I silently went away
Far away from everything

If you ever came searching for me
I will still be here
I may or may not be
The same person whom I used to be

Dee ©Perceptionecho 2019

Broken Toy

Every corner feels the same
Everywhere I go, it reminds me
Those roads, those chairs
It’s like a deep scar

I kept on running
Finding the reason why
People walking pass by me everyday
I’m just standing still in the middle

I don’t really belong here
You took pieces of me
It’s like an obsession overtook me
He left me

And then…I met you
The one, the forever
I push my pain to you
I gave you all my sorrow

You walk those line for me
Slowly losing your smile
Slowing losing your happiness
You kept it inside

While my hatred for everything remains the same
I made your life miserable
It’s like you are meant for this
Your love me lesser everyday

But you still love me anyway
I look back now
I regretted everything
I owe you my life

I’m a whole again
And The reason is you
No sorry’s will never make you forget what I did
I shattered you

Give me a chance to relive those moments
The first day we met for the first time
You took me out for a ride
I will never forget those smile

Thousand Apologies to you
Know that scars will be there forever just like mine
But it does heals with time
Thanks for not giving up on me

You deserve all the love in the world

Dee ©Perceptionecho 2019

For you,

The day you were born
I fell in love with you
You bring more light in my life
You are a blessing to me

I can’t forget your sweet smell
Your tiny little hands
Your cute eyes
Your laughter

As you grow older, we grow apart
We didn’t see things the same way
Most of the time I wasn’t needed
You push me far away

Now you are a fully grown beautiful woman
You started to understand the reason why
We start making up for lost times
It’s like starting to know a friend for the first time

I am happier than ever
If ever you feeling lost or blue
Know that I will always be here for you
Our blood ties remains forever true

Dee ©Perceptionecho 2019

The Black Sheep with a stone HEART.

Those days
I push myself hard
I wish it was just a bad dream
But reality hits me hard

I put up a brave smile
I had to compromise my life
Everyday was a torture
I am mentally bruised

Everything seems perfect on the outside
Emptyness overtook me
I’m just different, I’m just me
Accept me or leave me

You make fun of me
You made a joke out of my life
In your eyes, I will always be a failure
All i want to do was leave

Today when I wake up
My heart is full, my life is fill
My walk of life change
But my heart still remains a stone heart

Dee ©Perceptionecho 2019

Black Tragedy

I can never forget those road
Back then I was young and naive
Unclear of my directions
You showed me more to life

I fell for you not knowing you
I was blinded by curiosity of what it feels like
How does it feels like having someone
Suddenly my whole world revolves around you

It starts getting stronger
I kept your words and promises
I became vulnerable to you then ever
Everything seems so surreal

While promising me the moon and the stars
You crush my world, hope and dreams
Repeating mistakes
Everything seems meaningless

I walk away with no point of return
Many years was wasted away
You wreck my life and shattered my heart
You are just a Black Tragedy

Dee ©Perceptionecho 2019

Timeless Moment



Walking together side by side
Every step of the way leaves our footprint
Cold air gushing through my face
It’s like falling for you for the first time

Months pass by
it’s like those days never really left
it was still fresh in my mind

Years has past
I can still remember your cold hands against mine
The chocolate crepe we had
A flock of birds flying on top of us
We sat side by side with my heads on your broad shoulder
It was the perfect moment
I can never forget those smiles

Dee ©Perceptionecho 2019